a great need to just die
ok i dont mean it suicidal-ly.
i wish i could be carefree like those
conveniently apathetic,
irresponsible, selfish, thick-skinned,
self-glorifying lil shites lurking
around me these days.
i worry 473% more than they do
and yet all i'll ever get in return
is just a shortened life span and
a really pathetic, worry-strickened life.
and then that.
i just feel too sorry for myself
hoho guess if you knew you would too.
6:28 PM